Monday, August 27, 2012

Found in an Old Journal, Dated 8/14/11

Selfish, that's what you are. A self-interested rational actor, that's all that you are. Remember my droogie, there are others to think about.

"Follow me, and abandon everything!" You passionately cry, "I will break your heart and show you things wonderful to tell. I will turn you inside-out and change your entrails into gold which, when finally put back in place, will become that cold, hard thing in the pit of your belly that you pray to God (?) you could shake off like a bad dream. Fall in love with my delusion. Take my hand, I will show you the brightest starts I can dream of, and the brightest dreams I can star in. Watch me sacrifice you so that I can save the world. I am a heretical Abraham, you are my excommunicated Issac. The holy is for the holy, and God will not provide this madman with a ram."

1 comment:

  1. It's terrifying isn't it? What on earth was going on in my brain?

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